08/December/2009 | Holiday, Loved, Monthly Special, Vanity Vain
how have my readers been? i know, i again neglecting my a pic a day projects, i have good reasons, i just broke up, unwillingly. she flew away, to a far far place that we could never meet again.. i really adore her so much. but its a reality that i had to face, even before we even started anything, she had already shown me that her love for me has an expiry date… but i will put myself as “in a relationship” until i could totally forget about her. which not quite possible…
other than that, i had been busy with school work, and watching some HK dramas, and yes! i tot of updating a pic a day, but i thought, its time to spice up my blog with a post that u would go WOW! yes, its been so long since, i give a WOW blog spot, ever since my 21st birthday? (that’s why, i made that post sticky on my main page, no matter how i update, its still on the main page.) i tried to WOW you guys with my 2021 post, but… that post is not that WOW enough
(probably, cos i was still using that lousy sony T2).. hahaha, but i can assure u, my this post had WOW values.. as frankly speaking, this is my second favorite blog post of the year! (1st, is my 21st bday post of cos!)
guess what?! i met NIRA CHAN!!! OMG OR NOT?! if you are old reader of my blog, ushould definitely know i had been a huge fan of nira chan for the longest time!!ever since i just started blogging back in 2007!! the other day, i received amsg, from her, regarding to blog advert thing, and we arrange to talk about the issue face to face at the supper club event of the month~ so…
I MET HER!!!
she’s seriously better looking in person, super nice!! really really polite andelegant girl, i met her friends who often appear on her blog as well, they arenice and fun too! not only that, supper club was a blast!! seriously, not that packed, and musicwas good, young crowd, and many interesting character as club PRs, and of cos,nira is there! the night was super fun!! great club! wendy love supper club now~~here’s the TINY WHITE BRA, pics edited inspired by nira chan’s blog style pics,
white, simple, peaceful and clean.
It’s me &&..
Us, in the scene.
Join the fun At the next supper club event:
catch nira chan & me and my diamonds there!! =D
this is one of the casting day, where siyoun and eric and me, went for a casting together~~ for some japanese ink pen print ads.. was really fun, the shooting studio was really cosy and chic and interior design, and so we camwhore alot. siyoun been busy, so we took the casting time as a good chance to catch up with
ohh yeah, she went back to Korea, for holidays, hope she come back soon, and meet
up soon~ miss her badly.
later that night, we went clubbing!! OMG, that was drunk night, i was drunk too fast! this night’s pics were the BEST! seriously, among my SO MANY clubbing pics, i love my this set’s photo shop edit the most!! added elements from magazine write ups. and amazingly, the pics blends so well, and its instant ytks.wordpress.com classic set of clubbing pics..
this is the dec and last set of GOV of 2009~~ its been a year! so fast!
Memories of missy Missing
dedicate to you know who.
i will be rushing my ass off for my project for school, also working, and i m working on opening a blog shop, i m really trying very hard, and putting all my effort in it, so once its done, i really hope you guys could support me… trust me its not going to be trash and lousy blog shops, with my photoshop skills, i will make the site really look good. beside that, i will be photoshopping pics from july till now whenever i could catch my breathe, cos i really hope to update
them all by this month, my diamonds was right! they were like teasing me, on my late update on the outing pics, they were saying, i will drag till 2010! i was like, NOWAY! not possible! but its seems like its possible now, it’s already dec of 2009!!! how did time fly so fast?!!!?? shit, by the time, i repeat that
statement again, maybe i am already 31?
oh yeah, before M flew away, she bought a book. never in my life, someone bought me a book. cos i never read at all, the last book i ever read was the back in 2004, the vampire’s assistant. which is coming soon in the cinema, its been made into a movie!! that’s the only book i read from the 1st page till the last, and i still love the story. you all should go watch that movie when its out. no words could describe my deep sorrow towards losing another relationship…at
times i really wonder, hope many time must be break my heart? how many time could let my self out, and knowingly i will be hurt, and still shamelessly taking the chance, thinking, “oh maybe this is right one.” maybe, i should slow myself down, i m only 21, i should open to exposures, and be more open-minded, stop narrowing myself to search of a perfect love.. i should sit back and enjoy my self.
this is time is never easy, its the 1st time that i had to end a relationship, both parties were unwilling to. you know the logic of :”the person that we loved the most were the ones we cant get.” YES!!! so true for me, i m really so emotionally wasted when she left… ouch, it hurts… that’s why, for a few days, i was even too lazy to update my twitter, facebook and blog….
and i hope things could be smoother from now on… i want my life back,
i want enjoy myself. hurt no more.