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19/March/2012 | Personal, Personal Thoughts

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A line is something you understand only when you cross it
how far have you done?
how much have you done ?
you know only when you go the length, step across the line and look back
now step across the line
a line isn’t so much
a fancy thing until it is drawn
lines and borders tell of different rule
lines and borders tell of different world
once you step across the line, you don’t easily go back.
now head forth!
do you fear the line?
do you fear what comes after that ?
Then cross it.
Because knowing is better than fearing the unknown
dealing with is better than asking”what if”
For there are no “what’s if” it’s an unqualified question, a rhetoric already an answer you don’t have the courage for, or just dared yourself not to find out
– “Do you fear the line”
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時には、心の中不快と感じるが、しかしなぜかわからない。
時には、周りの人々と一緒に笑うが、非常の寂しさと孤独を感じる。
時には、窓の外を見て、自分が忘れられやすい人と思う。
時には、この世界はとても偽善的だと感じる。
時には、本当にこの世界から消えてしまいたい。
しかし、私のことを悩んでもらう人はいないか。
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有时候,心里会莫名的难受,却不知道为了什么。
有时候,同周围的人说说笑笑,却觉得异常寂寞和孤独。
有时候,静静的看着窗外,会觉得自己是个很容易被遗忘的人。
有时候,觉得这个世界真的很假、很虚伪。
有时候,真想就这样从这个世界上消失。
只是,有没有一个人会为我心疼?
– Janice Man
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yutakis:
some deep thoughts that really touch me, really express how am i feeling lately…
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when i realized you re already moved on with someone else, some one who you really love.
each single promised you made, i secretly hope that you’ll keep them. but i know i m just being foolish.
raining heavily inside me, sorrow didn’t have a time lag.
there you are in the other part of the world. could you tell i am already dead?
heart had broken into too many pieces, shattered into dust… vanished.
can i ever… ever… ever love again?

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-新すばらしい友達

| Feeling Lucky, Love-ing, Monthly Special, Personal, Personal Thoughts

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my  lovely readers…
i m back. after almost a week of doing nothing at all..  i m finally blogging.  i didn’t go out much, staying home all day and night… my body clock is screwed up completely. i have small naps, like 5 to 2 hours, and i sleep like 4 times a day! i amused by myself too.. lol, how could i?
i realized recently i lose interest in being vain n dressing up lately.. getting lazier. if u noticed, i don’t update my instagram as often, also abandon my Path entirely.
Guess that’s because i m saving my new clothes for something huge for my blog.. rmb my previous photo project, paris photo-e-book? there will be photo project coming your way!
i m secretly planning on it for awhile already. not much people know about this.. i start preparation a few months ago, and currently i m still getting clothes for this shoot. the only thing i could enclose now is that.. this time, it would be a much much more matured style compared to my previous ebook.
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ok, this post gonna be about friends! a mid-length blog post. broken into 3 events.  it will be one event that i attend last month, and 2 events i attend last year November. LOL. ok u guys should totally start to get use to me updating blog post with old pics. when i m gone for the 2 years of national service, u will be feed with old pictures of me that i stock up during the past two years. but i can promise you, it will be exciting! lol, the pics i saved  up in my [for the rainy days]. most of them are even more exciting than my current blog pics. LOL.

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for the past 2 years, i lost a few friends, and gain a lot more awesome new friends! in this blog post, u gonna see some new faces that u never seen before!  i know u guys do see people like, miyake, eric and kaykay often on my blog, as they are my blog regulars.
there are some blog old regulars like my diamonds clique, like wendy and sandy! both of them been MIA for a long time… in this post, u will see new faces like qiuqiu, sophie and xiaxue. these are the friends i know thru blogging, also thru kaykay. i consider them as new friends, (thou i know qiu for 3 years already!)  as we been hanging out pretty often. i basically talked to soap and qq almost every night on MSN and whatsapp.
Its time to officially introduce them to my readers too! these are the friends i do like and hope to have a pleasant relationship with. all pretty girls! lol, i has been accused many times that i m really superficial, as i only make friends with pretty girls. not true! i do not make friends according to looks pls.
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i have great news to share! i m officially a nuffnang blogger! lol, i am a contracted under nuffnang now. here’s my 1st official nuffnang ever i attended. its nuffnang’s 5th birthday party, where all the important bloggers were invited, i m glad that even without being officially joining the company, i already invited!
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i met many well-known bloggers whom i’ve heard of, but never meet in real life before, like ladyironchef, Beatrice, zoe Raymond and many more. and also the super friendly girls working under nuffnang who not only showed me around, also made me felt a part of the big family on this 1st event. thank you, jayne, gabby, huixian and huiwen.blank
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i m glad to invited by to the new collection launch of samantha thavasa, invited by Gillian, the boss of clicknetwork. along with my bff eric and kaykay.
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i met in person the famous model of ST, jessica michibata! she’s really tall and sleek looking in person, and above all.. she speaks perfect English!blank
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attended the Sophie monk event, i was invited by xiaxue. i met the spokesperson of the brand, famous Taiwanese/ japanese singer Makiyo Kawashima. she is really really small size in real life! small size like xiaxue. they both look like life-size dolls in person.  blank
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happy birthday!
as our friendship deepens, i m super touched by the little things u do for me. worry not, i will do my best to get everything in place with u! u’re certainly not alone! me and dinosaur-nana will stand by you no matter what! we have a friendship that i never give up upon!
love, from this birthday month onwards, i m super sure your baby kandy kayne will grow bigger and better, earn more and more money!
love babytaki.

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ok, i know, 5 days more till the closing of the of the kiehl’s giveaway! it’s really outrageously respond by you guys! i mean like… 700 plus comments?! its insane!!!! not even counting the ones on twitter yet, i guess it will hit 1000 comments! (hopefully) lol, i secretly wish so la… as this is far most successful giveaway ever! this will encourage me to do more giveaway…. of cos, quality ones, not those rubbish giveaway. lol.

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my super bff and sandy lin Gretchen who was previously studying in japan is back… permanently…  i guess the chances of diamond reunion is possible. the diamonds clique is one of my closest friends i ever had, i not gonna sugar coat this, we had some internal problems in recent years, many of u should had noticed that the appearance of diamonds, pictures of the 4 of us together, got lesser and lesser…
as we grow up, we become more matured, and we grow beyond those childish misunderstanding, unnecessary backstabbing and narrow-minded attitude against each other. sandy as the one whom i closest with in the diamonds. she is also the soul character of the gang, now that she’s back, which means, u guys will be seeing more of diamonds really. i really miss those days with the 3 of them… i love them so much…

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single life, friends are everything. i guess i m pretty fortunate,  to surround with friends who are really nice. i like those friends who i have endless topics to talk about. and those carefree ones who can take jokes, crack jokes and spontaneous ones. kaykay, sandy and Eric are perfect example.  that makes me love them. so much.

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