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21/May/2018 | A Little More Personal, Confession of yutakis, Personal, Personal Thoughts

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☁️💫Bluer sky on the other side, till I see

☁️💫Bluer sky on the other side, till I see you again. ☁️🌙

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🌱14 days more to go.. #ytkspostcards 🍃

🌱14 days more to go.. #ytkspostcards 🍃

🕊Twenty Twenty birthday mood. 🥀 — #portrai

🕊Twenty Twenty birthday mood. 🥀 — #portraitistbookofwonders 💫

🌙“I see the sunset in your silhouette” —

🌙“I see the sunset in your silhouette” — shot by Schatz 🪐

🌴BRING ME BACK TO PARADISE 🌊

🌴BRING ME BACK TO PARADISE 🌊

In Retrospect, here’s a photo of me taken by my

In Retrospect, here’s a photo of me taken by my BFF, last year, living my best life, one of my best trip with my girls in Amsterdam, Europe, little did I know it was one of the last phase of my life (as I know it) I had such a good time. 2019 — what a good time.

2020, A black and white phase of my life, living on my own for the first time in my life, 122 days, 17 weeks, 4 months, to be exact. this is the longest time I’m on my own, most days were free and easy, friends come and visit, leave after midnight, the contrast between the silly laughters, loud music, endless chattering and the death silence of the night after I sent my friends off are so significant that it couldn’t be ignored. Alone doing the dishes and cleaning up the house after host yet another house party, I tried to do it as slowly as possible, so my mind wouldn’t idle away yet again.

Most days, I pretend to be many characters in my empty yet oh-so-pretty house when loneliness get a bit too overwhelming, I pretend to be a cook, a maid, a mannequin, a florist, a decorator, a gamer, a photographer, a health-conscious workout body, even with so much role-playing, whenever I steal a look at the clock, there’s still so many hours till I could finally fall asleep and stop being alone.

Many envy my lifestyle, I envy myself too, until I came to face to face with a side of myself which I am not familiar with, I have to look into the mirror twice just to be sure, this is still me, not some other stranger I role played in a lucid dream, “who are you” — I asked, he didn’t say anything, but he looks like an empty shell, someone without a soul.

The long absence of schatz slowly eat me up inside, it took me many blisters on the lips to finally reach this epiphany:

I need to have a meaning to life other than just relaying on someone else to have a direction in my life.

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🌙🪐Life isn’t always blue and purple, all t

🌙🪐Life isn’t always blue and purple, all the magic are between the million shades of indigo. #ytkspostcards 💫🕊

Epitome Of Illusions: Chapter 01 — 【 MIRROR MI

Epitome Of Illusions: Chapter 01 — 【 MIRROR MIRROR 】— Till the next chapter.

We often project a perfection illusion into a idealistic world. The truth is the reality are just far too cruel to bare. Never expect your illusions to be real, pinch yourself to stay awake.

🍃It’s like spring, day zero of oh-so-fresh fr

🍃It’s like spring, day zero of oh-so-fresh freedom.🥀

💙Caught in between blue and pink. 💖

💙Caught in between blue and pink. 💖

🇩🇪Cream Mercedes Benz, Classic German Taxi.

🇩🇪Cream Mercedes Benz, Classic German Taxi. — 60 Days in Germany, I m coming home soon. #ytkspostcards 🕊 Ich werde dich vermissen, mein schatz 🌙